January 4th, 2007

don't feel so good.

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Post-period hormones are hitting me hard tonight. It's odd. My mind knows that I'm actually okay right now, that things really aren't all that bad, that this unhappiness will pass with time and I shouldn't pay it any mind, that there are people who love me and support me, that I'm really not that much of a horrible ugly disgusting lame person, all those things... but it doesn't stop me from feeling really, really shitty. My mood isn't agreeing with my mindset, and it's frustrating.

Ha ha, this post is really emo. That's okay. I'm going to go to sleep now and eat a grilled cheese sandwich in the morning and things'll probably start looking up after a bit. Though the weather probably won't have improved.
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